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2003-05-28 5:50 p.m.
terrified
I stood up to Ben. Twice. I feel so proud. And I have my computer back too - if completely unusable, but at least I have it back. Talking with Gary today and I think the left out feelings are because no-one knows whats going on in my life. Therefore they wont say anything because they just don't know. Hence the decision to start online again. And just severely edit what I write in here (paper diary) Still completely confused over whats going on and where I/we stand with regards to each other. The knowledge of how much I miss him terrifies me. After spending so much time with him <.......> I have got to distance myself.
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