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2003-07-11 2:39 p.m.
un-said things

its been, what - 3 or 4 months since we split. Now you work shift work, so your home half the time.. how hard is it to send a text to your mum to see if the books of your ex-fiance have been put back in *her* suitcase ready for her to collect tonight. And your too "busy" to go look in the attic yourself, even though you have at least two hours till you have to go pick her up and all your probably doing is playing on the computer.

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[this is about Ben]

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I lay in bed last night for hours, clutching the bracelet you gave me, remembering all the little things.

Remembering you

And I cried

The unsayable things. Would it be too weird too say what I want to say? After all this time?

[this is about someone else]

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I'm stressing (also) over the journey tomorrow. I hate feeling so helpless :( Well, unless its helpless in certain situations *grins*

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