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2003-05-13 22:45 p.m.
needing

I need this holiday I need this holiday.

Stu called at lunchtime and it seems like everything is ok. Me being paranoid. <........>

But Ben - just called. He wants me back. Still loves me. We had about an hour and a half conversation that - even a minute after I can't remember.

He wants me back. Kept on about starting again. Taking it slower this time but WHY ON EARTH did I say yes to dinner on Thursday. And staying round there Friday.

I don't understand me at all. I don't like me and I don't think I want too.

I need this holiday

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