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2003-06-04 1:02 p.m.
all alone

how come ben can find someone and i cant

and why do i get a text telling me he's on a date. with someone he only met at mcdonalds. and now i find out that he's had lots of women......

how come i cant find anyone.

and yet i did, [or did i???] and i blew it. and you know what i want to do right this minute. send a text. but i can't because i deleted his number. send an email. i have his address in memory but i wont. he doesnt want to hear about this. no.

so, it'll just be me. all alone.

i think i shall try to start again tonight. i cant deal with this anymore, i really cant

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