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2003-06-05 9:09 p.m.
life is not fair

that was then and this is now. Tried to write some of what I'm feeling but I can't explain myself. As always.

The text was eJ. I even texted Russell asking for Stuart's old phone number thinking he may have texted me... Russell texted me back. Result - got Stu's number back. But I deleted it.

I will not have his number in my phone when I'm feeling like.... however it is I'm feeling.

Its not fair.

Still trying to pluck up the courage... and yet, its a cowardly way. Kinda.

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